dear called and say afternoon dunid to fetch her as she's watching movies wiv her frens later.
Then i called her again
Me:i pass u ur hp u wan?
Her: donid donid.
Me: Kay , go where watch
Her: Lavender
Me:Lavender there got movie theatre meh?
Her: aiyah go do anna passport la ( sounding damm pissed )

Dear, we no longer spend time together alr. And we are not as happy and sweet alr. Maybe its because we dont see each other very often. im jealous! u can go out wiv your frens anytime, but not me.Dont make me numb again.Dont do things u tink u are happy but nv tink of my feelings. Spare a thought first. Or u not gonna see my smile again.

Sometimes i really wonder how long more can i tolerate the lonliness and its really a torture.