aww sick at home alone. i duno why i suddenly need dear by my side so much. She go watch movies wiv her frens. not dulan wiv tis, wad made me fucked up is contact also canot contact her. pekchek. as she's not using her phone, i canot spam call her as it might disturb her frens. but serverals SMSes and calls should be alright? But never reply, i very hungry, feel like eating subway. Actually wan her accompany me eat but cant contact her. Dear go out then play till like crazy alr. Hais. Tis morning told her i vomit yesterday nite she did'nt even asked me why. She did'nt even asked why m i so shag. I told her i drank yesterday nite she also no big reactions. Last time she told me her cousin husband qurrel wiv her cousin then go down drink, the husband so good. Now i doing tis u also dont care. Why must i drink till i puke and make myself so miserable.
Answer: i wan your attention dear.

edited:
9pm suppose to meet marshall at cp to lend money from him and he came at 9.20pm.Waited for him for 20minutes. Then Dear came back from movies,she's suppose to accompany me eat subway but i scare it that she will be home late and so i skipped my dinner.Went to buy some stuff and went to basement. i brought a necklace for mom. Mommy happy birthday. Then sent dear home. Sitted down at her void deck for 15min and had some talking. 10pm meet marshall at cp and bused to 120. Chatted and waited for yang to come. Yang came and i went back home for awhile to cut cake wiv mummy. Can see she's quite satisfied wiv my little token. Then went back 120 find them. Went to 205 sit and chat. Now 3am and im fetching dear tml.

Dear, u made me frustrated by not able to contact u today, but in the end i still love the moments we walked in cp even for that 25minutes, and that 15minues of talking in void deck. Been so long since just 2 of us hav walked in a mall, i cherished tat 40minutes of time, we had, jus you and me. Seeing dear's face, now matter wad, all my anger had subsided.
i yearned for a movie wiv dear though :[