Whats best for me

Yes. Work hard , what i put in is what i get.
i must know what i want.
Find a temporary job.
2010 Feb i will send in early enlistment letter.
Go in army early and come out early.
By then, i shall decide if i still wanna learn hairdressing or some other skills.
And i will not stuck being someone unrecognised.

Today went to kovan to buy my new handphone.
LG Arena KM900.
Mom's alr so tight on cash yet i requested so much.
Mom dote me so much yet i always yell at her.
Mom paid a $200 for my new mobile.
Despite my behavior, She still spend her last few hundred bucks to fulfil my request.
I dont think i deserve so much.
So i told mom to reduce my allowance to $5/day.
It should be enough if im thrifty enough.

I will find a job.
I wont be lazy to go down for interviews.
I wont be disrespectful anymore.
I will love the ones who loves me.
Reciprocate how people treats me.

Prove to those who looked down on me.