jus as expected, dear nv followed. i could'nt sleep last nite. comparing life between me and dear 2 years back and now. its totally haven and hell. ppl said fate is chosen by ownself, but i have aim towards a better life and have been trying to accomplish my wish. But my life now totally suck to the core. nothing seems to be going in my way ,rather, all tings have been going against my will! yar i noe theres no way i hav my ' er ren shi jie ' anymore, but i jus wan half as sweet as last time will do. maybe if dear ask mi now wads different between now and lastime, i could'nt give the answer,but dear, jus kip on tinking and comparing, u will get see the differences. i cant stand loneliness! i can give up the world for u DEAR , i meant it. but i tink its unfair to me as i noe u could'nt. im not trying to find tings to qurrel but .............

i wan a stand in yur heart