wake up at 12.30 cos fira spammed cor mi and told mi to mit him at 1pm compasspoint. Then we mit xiang, then head down to hougang play basketball. Then dinner time darren called mi and and tell mi down hougang green play L4D.Asked ShiJun to kip a lookout for jobs for mi .After that homed. life's getting more and more boring w/o u dear.hais mum jus told mi tml cant fetch en again. Baby daddy really miss u so much.DEAR i miss u so much too! Hais sometimes i kip wondering,why eunice's mum kip wan us to break when she noe mi and dear love each other.why must be so cruel?and in the 1st place why encourage us to giv birth. i noe i cant support dem right now, but how old m i onli? and when we tgt i also got help them all go hougang take tings all dis and dat. i did shown dem respect also. i realid hope dey understand how hard izit for mi to find a decent job rite now.im feeling very tired and stressed up now. i did wan to change but why cant i jus find a fking job and show im responsible! how much hardship i hav to endure , i've chosen my path ! DEAR no matter hard it is ! i will find a job and show ur mum i can support u and baby! wait for mi my dear!