7pm , 28.march.09

Jus back home . feeling sortof giddy . woke up at 11am. 1pm when out wiv moo to kovan nn eat . ordered prawn noodle. ate 2 prawns n left the whole noodle untouched . till now haven eat till anyting. yet i felt so bloated. then MRT-ed down to habour front to meet wiv JianXian as he wanted to intro mi a job in Sentosa. when he reached habour front theres no bus to 'Golf Club' already . so we cabbed down . $10.80 . They paid of cause . then was sitting on the floor playing PSP, waiting for duno who to pass mi wad form. then i did'nt noe the boss was talking to Junxian as i was to into playing PSP. ii tink the boss saw my tattoo. then went up to the duno where , the auntie said that the roster was missing . so i left down my name and hp number , they claimed that dey will contact mi. hais , seriously hope that dey will call mi if not i hav to go job hunting again. nvm . ' No matter how hard or carefree yur life is, u still hav to go on . You made a mistake ,and now u hav to made up for mi' thats was wad mum told mi. ILY mummy! then MRT-ed back to sengkang . then i took 372. wanting to go home. but when the bus reached near The temple me,my dear, my daughter always WENT. i haave the urge to go down and try my luck if i can see dem >< . looks like luck's not on my side. nvm . i went to Niangniang. told her i dont noe how to continue wiv life like tis . pls gimme so pointers. so i asked her if i could 'chou qian' and she gave mi a ' seng buae' . of cos ii was happy but always worry that dat LOT will suck! but anyway, life doesnt matters . so i shake dat ting. LOT 28. i asked niangniang if LOT28 is the right LOT and she gave mi and ' seng buae' again. then i comfirm its the LOT . i donate my last few $2 to the donation box. the summary part of the LOT is ' The moon rises in the east , so full of grace and beauty , concealed from sight , but still in place . Sometimes rising , sometimes full , it runs a course. Gossips are still gossips , not a word of truth dey said' . Seriously i read it and was quite happy as it says this tings are like jus clouds covering the sun . and when the clouds are gone , everyting will be back to normal again . and it was a middle LOT . then feeling abit giddy , i walked to the bus stop opposite of Nanchiau. Then saw Darren and Sandy under the blk.and sandy read the chinese version for mi. its say marriage will fail . and if im down wiv a heavy illness it will be very hard to be cured . Lovesick maybe . hahas. FK up man ! why everytime i go to supersticious tings dey will say my life will end b4 19... hais nvm bout my life. hmmmm. Sandy and HongKiat hav a Tiff. then hongkiat came . i told dem . ' bu yao chao jia, chao jia shang gan qing' , yet im always qurreling wiv my dearest. Dear im sorry. But i was really sad. u changed alot. no long like times 2yrs ago. we was like so fking sweet! yar tings n human will change but my love for u will not . ILY EUNICE.NG~