You did so much.

You knew the things i have been doing outside,
Yet u kept all hard feelings to yourself,
So that we wont qurrel.
You have been sacificing your freedom to take care of en for me,
Yet im still fooling outside.
You tried your best to do everything to pleased me,
Yet im pissed.
You Done so much for me,
Yet i took it for granted.

I sweared, I vowed, I promised.
Yet all i gave is disappointments.

Chances after chances,
Mistakes after mistakes.
You never forget, but you alway forgives.

Im not responsible as i seems.
I slack , I rot , I play.

Drag and drag,
And im still not earning a penny.

I always thought i have given u all the best,
Instead, all this are basics.

Now you tried so hard to gain back my place in your family,
Yet im adding negative pictures of me.

Now i knw, im actually adding more cracks to this half shattered relationship.

I jolly well know, any vows or promised will not be believe once again,
All the trust became trash.

But i will try my very best.
Forsake the world for sake for you, I can.
No matter wad i have did outside,
Only you are inside of me.