when im at home im glued to my bed like a handicap. When im outside im always hungry. i have not even have enough money for my food,and what bout my needs? im burning money everyday. i promised to be a good man. but everytime i went for interview, its all a false hope. and recieved a reply stating i can onli apply for early enlistment on 12.02.2010. i dont knw wad can i do now. im a good-for-nothing.

i wanted to forget everyting,
start afresh
but who's giving me chance?
let alone helping me to fulfil?