OMFG! i napped for so long! from 1pm-8pm! long time since i napped so shoik alr but duno later on can sleep ma. ii hav been feeling very low this few days and have been very quiet. and i admit im also abit hot-tempered periodly. Mum keeping asking and asking wad problems m i facing again and again. i noe its a way of showing concern but sometimes i nid some peace and quiet also. i alr told dem not to ask alr but still .............. Yar there's someting inside my heart which trobles mi but i dont wish to say it out. ii tink i hav the rights to keep my own secretes rite? My blog is going more and more boring and i promise to upload more photos from next post onwards. Ytd's Ytd , mi , lional and huijie was siting in one kopitiam. There was one 60+
yr old uncle told us dis ' Life is short , make it meaning and beautiful'. Can i even do wad he have advice us ? after job searching for so long , all my high pinned hopes and motivations dont knw fly where alr. but still , i wont giv up! i wont be of someone useless. i will support my family and myself ! very stresses up lar! Tinking of the thoughts of my daughter still dont know recognise mi ma , not having a cert , can i find a job to support DEAR and daughter , how am i going to continue my half ruined life! realli ..... Fear shivers down my spine . i dunwanna be the past jianhao who avoids reality and dig a hole to put the head inside the ground like an ostrict! Someone help mi pls!
<3 DEAR and daughter

jus recieved a call and i m having a interview in bugis junction 7.15 pm. :)